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I haven't taken an english class in 20 years and now I'm supposed to do this one? I've read the first three chapters of the book and will undoubtably be seeking advise here for this class. CiCi knows more about composition then I"ve forgotten in 21 years.
This is the only class that I have a concern about doing well in. I am not sure why since I did well in english in high school and early college.
Soda Heads!! Its my new website; post on every freaking thing under the sun site http://www.sodahead.com/my/dashboard/ most of you can guess what 'handle' I use there. Come join up. My mother is Mollybdamned there. Trying to get BD into it.
BD babygirl what are you thinking?? Smoking is bad, bad, bad for you!! This is one of those mommy moments I never wanted to have. To know you are doing something dangerous to your health. Babygirl I want to take your cigarettes away and crush them; keep them away from you forever ! I wonder what I didn't do that you turned to smoking? You know the battle I fought with that addiction 15 years ago; please please don't do this to yourself.
I know how hard it is to quit. I never wanted you to have to do that.
- Mood:
distressed
IF the "Only America"is good thread wasn't bad enough, and its pretty fucking ridiculous
Then there is a thread with "Northstar" the new misogynyst who thinks rape is ok as long as people are married and men have contractual right to sex on demand and its ok to treat adult women like small children when they are pregnant except to jail them if they swim in a polluted lake..
Mugen defends himself over his views being viewed as a rapists bill of rights..if you rape a woman an impregnate her then she has to have 'your' baby!!!Oh how he'll mmmoooouuurrrnnnn if she can abort! Wait no!! She can't abort! She must be a baby factory for a rapist..if she aborts throw her in jail!! She's the criminal, not the sweet little innocent rapist..
Texas dave.. ffs
Maggot? (Vernon) also..
Future and her little egocentrism crap, harris's I R MAN so I AM ALWAYS RIGHT!!
TA the cheerleader; none of whom are willing to pick a fight with the government over corporate welfare but all who jump on the bandwagon of picking on poor women.
Bah.. until Fake gets GN going again those santimonious assholes can rot in their own shit..
- Mood:
pissed off
So now I have a old friend in narc in Portland Oregon tracing the criminal activities of mexican drug smugglers up into canada for me.
These assholes picked the wrong mujer to mess with..
- Mood:
annoyed
Caio.
I'm hoping I gave her the best advice I can; sometimes short term misery is better then long term unhappiness and she should really sit down quietly, on her own, and work out both the pros and cons of each idea. Staying with her current girlfriend or going after this other girl she has the hots for. (who also likes her!)
As her mother my concern is that BD is happy.
BD doesn't want to hurt the current girlfriend but it doesn't sound to me like she is entirely happy with her either though.
What happened to the days of the biggest thing I had to advise her on was homework?
I miss my baby and I hurt knowing she is in this kind of conflict and I'm hoping I gave her the best advice I could.
- Mood: anxious
Anyway; thanks to a crockpot and a slow cooker cookbook I can actually put togather a decent meal now complete with rolls though I still rely on the bakery for dessert. I am not June Cleaver but do my part to keep my local businesses running. Thats what they are there for amirite?
I finally after many years bought a t.v. Now I just need the cable company to come hook it up for me and I'm back to watching T.V. on my days off. The ex didn't pay his credit cards so guess who is now being sued for them ? I'm so pissed off I can't see straight. No idea how the hell I can afford to bring Sunchild back this summer to have time with her again and in it all my BF is being pissy about the V. day which I've told him quite honestly over and over since I know he hates the day I do not expect him to send me anything but that does not stop me from sending him something because I dammed well want to!!
Bah.. off to cook.
- Mood:
cranky
Maybe for once mugen will actually answer a question when asked, on the same day, with proof? No? Too much to expect? I think you're right it will be business as usual for the little whiner:
Lots of claims
No Proof
Obfuscation when he cannot answer a question
Deliberate misinterpretation of the question (a tactic I have a ready counter to)
It is a sad day when this little peon in training pants can leave the board for months then come back and get his own section devoted to the PL side of things. Stars.. anyone know a good abortion debate board that doesn't favor PL's??
Maggot, rodent, *Vernon*... You knew goddamm good and well when you decided to post accusing me of abusing my children the response you'd get; just as you knew the response you'd get from Scarlett when you posted her child should be fostered out in America..
You don't do this for any point but to get a dig in at us. That is your point. Being able to insult away from AC and get away with it. Yes I am pissed off Fake allows you this shit and doesn't want to see that you are deliberately being snarky and abusive outside AC . For some reason any board admin you post on accepts your twisted posts as 'valid' .
Hell even Phoenix defended you but I don't accept any other explanation.
You knew what you were doing when you used Scarletts child and you knew what you were doing when you used my children and a situation you knew would hurt me.
That is twice now you've done the same thing I am only sorry you are being allowed to get away with this atrocious behavior.
Twice. Very deliberate each time.
Don't think we dont see the pattern you abusive fuck.. ya I wish you had a moral grounds for divorce I hate to think of any woman trapped with you each and every day of her life.
- Mood: annoyed
I am beyond Pissed right now..
FUCKING MAGGOT WRITES:
Jincks, how do you defend the atrocity of being abusive to your children?
This was beyond goading, beyond harassment, beyond thread derailment; Talk about personal attacks..
I want to shoot this bastard; using a .22 starting with his fucking toes and working up to right between the baby blues while he babbles pleas for mercy.. I want rip his fucking liver out and feed it to him..
WHAT THE FUCK ???
I so did NOT FUCK ING ATTACK THAT SCUMSUCKING PIEICE OF SHIT ON THAT THREAD !!! I ASKED A GODDAMM QUESTION.. I HATE HATE HATE WANT TO KILL THIS BASTARD.
I wanted to look into the antique shops but he wasn't too interested in those. Oh well. I can go alone another time.
Then the night I packing to leave I get "So hun.."
Uh oh.. stop mid action.. So Hun usually means he has a topic to discuss he thinks might cause and arguement.
So I give it my full attention and try to ignore the butterflies in my stomach.
"Yes?" I asked
Since he is looking directly at me and not away as he usually will for this type of discussion I am really off balance.
"I've been thinking.. would it be hard for you to ..pack. Maybe move down here?" he came back with.
Total WARP STOP MR. SULU !!
Several things cross my mind in about two seconds. Is he serious? How difficult would it be? What about a job? I need my own apartment!
"You could stay here with me." he continues.. now I have a Ally McBeal moment with this lovely little domestic picture.The two of us seeing each other every day; being togather every minute when not at work... WAKE UP!!
"I think its a idea worth looking into" I say "I need to look over the local job market to find something that pays near my own job and then I'd need an apartment."
He looks suprised. "I thought you could just stay here with me."
Goddess.. I knew this was coming sometime.
"Look; I love you but I don't want to live full time with a man again. I like having my own home even if its just an apartment. I need that independence. I'd be happy to stay here until I find a place of my own. Maybe a studio in this building"..
Why do men do this?
I am perfectly happy not having a male underfoot 24hours a day 7 days a week.
I'd like to be able to see him more often but I do not want to disrupt my life for him. What if it doesn't work out? I am stuck in a strange city with no one else I know but him..
- Mood:
contemplative
Now he tells me that he isn't sure his online guild will let him have time off raiding to spend it with me??
WTLF??? What The Living Fuck???
I remember my ex; his gaming got to be the single most important part of his life; I don't think I really can take that again. Being backseat to a game.
So I am really conflicted here as in what I should do. Definately we are going to talk, in person, about this problem but if I don't get the right answer I am thinking.. two years wasted.
I shall give him back his keys and remove myself from his life..
- Mood:
sad
Even grocery shopping was fun today; I spent 27$ on food for the next week, didn't grumble too much about single serving sizes always being placed on the top shelf, which drives me nuts since barefoot I am 4'11 and one half inches.. but my license reads 5'1" *I rather like my license!*
and I had to ask a store clerk..again.. to get items down for me.
Shopping can be a bummer or a major perk up depending on what I find.. today was just ... fun.
- Mood:
content
Thank the Lady that BD is now safely at her girlfriends' apartment and away from Mr. Hyde..
- Mood:
angry
BD.. is going to be 18 OMGZ!! That tiny little girlbaby who came out all purple and starving is going to be 18!! Where did the years go?? *Sniffle*
So I got her two gift certificates because she is setting up her own apartment; one for a general department store and one for a specialty dept store.
Time really does fly; every year I've watched BD stretch towards the woman she has become and I could have asked for no more perfect a daughter nor watched with more pride as she became the woman she is.. but she'll always be my baby.
*All emo-mom today*
- Mood:
indescribable
My cat thinks letting me sleep till 8:30 is considered sleeping in sufficiently; nevermind the little beast is taking a nap right now herself and I am awake. This new shift is kicking my butt getting me up at 7 a.m... gods ..I see little virtue in being the early bird.. someone else can keep the dammed worm.
I like getting home sooner but I am really tired in the morning..
- Mood:
sleepy
Yet.
Ok.. so after some interesting pleas I have agreed to hear out vernon on his side of things and see if it is at all possible to work out a solution to the ongoing anger issues involved. No I haven't lost my marbles but at least he can't say I refused to listen; I may not agree but I will listen. I am already chillling the wine so I can get a nice buzz before talking to him; then I know I will remain somewhat calm.
What I am wondering is why? Why does he want to explain himself to me?
Its not like I am little miss sunshine or any such nonsense; but I do have a huge sense of fair play.
I miss my Sunchild more each day and hate her father more each day for taking her from me. Men.. who the hell needs 'em? At least I am off the midnight shifts now and back to a more normal day if you call 9:30 am - 8:30 pm normal. I am not sure that quite qualifies but it does pay the bills.
I am coming down with a cold; which makes me bitchy as well; I hate colds, irritating things that always leave me voiceless for a day or two. Life is generally blah right now. Perhaps annoying vern will perk up my day.
We are flying out of Maine on Tuesday and I will not be back til Thursday and already my heart is broken. I want my baby girl here!
I spent last night crying myself to sleep because I cannot have her thanks to the manipulations of my ex and his whole fucking family. I really do absolutely loath those people.
So once again I shall board a plane but this time it isn't with joy; it is with a mothers broken heart knowing I won't see my baby for another several months, maybe a year.
I am filing for mediation as required in the divorce, for Sunchild to come live with me permanently but it will be long fight with a downpayment of $500.00 and ultimately will wind up in a judges chambers but I have to play the game to get the result. I know my ex won't hesitate to have me locked up for custodial interference if I don't send her home. I won't give him that ammo.
He will fight to keep her, and the 200$ per month he gets for having her there, and I shall hope she does not fail at school this year due to his neglect as she did last year.
I miss my baby girl already.
- Mood:
depressed
